I think everyone is feeling a bit down and sick and tired now of this stagnant stage we are going through. Life is on hold for all of us it’s all very boring and repetitive.
Alot of my plans like million of others are also on hold.
As you can imagine I like to get things moving but at the moment its work, eat, sleep and repeat.
I’ve not had much to tell you all.
Today I decided to have a good tidy up in my home ready for my Christmas decorations and hey don’t judge its 2020 anything goes this year.
It felt good to throw away the past.
You find closure in all the smallest of tasks these are the ones that help you the most.
So christmas has arrived in my home already.
I’ll do any to keep my children in high spirits in such a difficult time.
Covid hasn’t cancelled Christmas but it’s a going to be very different this year.
I’m trying to stay positive and just get back into a routine.
So self care is what’s need and tommrow us Sunday so it will be the full day pampering myself.
I’ve decided that my hair is going back to full red I get bored so easily.
I’m also going to loose this last Two stone in weight and really start concentrating on my physical and mental wellbeing.
I am a lot happier now in myself but like most I feel stuck.
I’m very impatient and I want things instantly but I know that something you really want is never easy takes time, effort and patience.
I’m learning and changing more about myself every day.
I no longer feel bad for putting myself first.
Deep down apart of me will always remain but the way you glow after you drop the burden is amazing.
Tonight’s blog is all about my own spiritual journey and how I became connected to the universe within a deeper level of my own consciousness.
I get asked quite a lot about my psychic abilities from believers and non believers it’s perfectly normal to have opinion’s on subjects that are unknown to us.
But this evening i wanted to share with you all my experiences growing up as a spiritually gifted child and adapting through to adult hood.
When I was a small child I knew I was different from other children I was always happy in my own company to be honest that’s never changed since getting older I prefer the peace rather than the drama.
But I enjoyed doing my own thing , I looked at nature and everything around me differently than others and I found the beauty in everything.
Growing up I would always feel and see spirit it didn’t frighten me because as a child I never knew any different.
But as got to my teenage years I started to block my psychic abilities out due to it not being cool and I didn’t want to be seen as the weird child.
As I started hitting my twenties my gift slowly started to come back and I could not block it out anymore.
After I lost my grandad tom my whole world fell apart and if I’m honest its never felt the same since, it wasn’t until after his passing did i realise that its ok to be yourself.
He would always say to me why be something your not always be true to who you are.
Ive always drawn strength from that.
After my eldest the daughter was born I decided to try and advance my psychic skills further by joining a paranormal team called S.P.R.T where I met some pretty amazing people and to this day we still remain friends.
During my time with S.P.R.T I was asked to do some filming with tv production company at a haunted leisure facility.
I have always been very grateful for this experience and ive cherished how far my gift pushed me during this time.
As the years have gone by I have made some great connections within the spiritual community.
Some real connections that can’t quite be explained but the puzzle pieces just fit right.
Ive investigated some fantastic places over my years within the paranormal field.
And I really do miss Investigating and connecting to spirits within locations.
I’m also very connected to peoples emotions and my intuition is very strong , I’m like an energy sponge I draw energy in sometimes its not always good but I’m learning to control that aspect of my gift.
Over the years I’ve passed on many messages and guidance to other’s.
Why I decided to blog about my spiritual gift was because I wanted people to understand why I offer my weekly guidance blog posts because I wanted to give something back to others and where better to do so than my own blog.
Going through what ive gone through over the last few years has defiantly taught me that I’m strong And its ok for me to love myself and most importantly be myself.
I will continue to work on my abilities and strengthen my beliefs, but I’m super excited for 2021 and my future plans.
I hope tonights blog will make more people aware of b12 deficiency and how it maybe impacting on your health.
Since loosing weight I’ve noticed more health issues which I had put down to being overweight.
But the last few months I’ve noticed a huge change in my body and emotional state.
I’ve been constantly tired even though I’ve had my recommend eight hours a night sleep.
I’ve been suffering with numbness in my hands and elevated heart palpitations.
My moods have been very up and down and hard to control.
And I won’t start with the seasick balance issues and brain fog and terrible cold sores.
I wanted to make people aware of how a B12 deficiency can cause serious issues and irreversible changes if not acted on quickly.
I must state I’m no doctor or trained medical expert but I’m sharing my own experience with you all.
Here’s a little bit about Vitamin B12
Vitamin B12, also known as cobalamin, is an important water-soluble vitamin.
It plays an essential role in the production of your red blood cells and DNA, as well as the proper functioning of your nervous system.
Vitamin B12 is naturally found in animal foods, including meats, fish, poultry, eggs and dairy. However, it can also be found in products fortified with B12, such as some varieties of bread and plant-based milk.
Unfortunately, B12 deficiency is common, especially in the elderly. You’re at risk of deficiency if you don’t get enough from your diet or aren’t able to absorb enough from the food you eat.
People at risk of a B12 deficiency include.
The elderly
Those who’ve had surgery that removes the part of the bowel that absorbs B12
People on the drug metformin for diabetes
People following a strict vegan diet
Those taking long-term antacid drugs for heartburn.
Unfortunately, symptoms of a vitamin B12 deficiency can take years to show up, and diagnosing it can be complex. A B12 deficiency can sometimes be mistaken for a folate deficiency.
Low levels of B12 cause your folate levels to drop. However, if you have a B12 deficiency, correcting low folate levels may simply mask the deficiency and fail to fix the underlying problem.
Here are 8 signs and symptoms of a true vitamin B12 deficiency.
Weakness , tiredness, or lightheadedness
Heart palpitations and shortness of breath
Paleskin
A smooth tongue
Constipation, diarrhea, loss of appetite, or gas
Nerve problems like numbness or tingling, muscle weakness, and problems walking
Vision loss
Mental problems like depression, memory loss, or behavioral changes.
Here are some foods that are high in Vitamin B12
I’ve been taking Vitamin B12 supplements now for while but I can always tell when I haven’t been including them in my daily diet routine.
My body crashes and I have all my symptoms come back within a few days of being off B12 supplements.
Sometimes life takes over and we forget our own needs but talking care of our bodies needs is extremely important for our day to day lives.
I’m now back on my Vitamin B12 and I’m starting to feel human again.
Its that time of the week again what does the universe have in store for you.
I really enjoy doing these weekly blog posts and I know my readers on my blog and everyone at fashion potluck also loves reading them too.
So lets see what the universe has to share with us all this week.
Lets get the legal formalities out the way firstly all my weekly spiritual guidance blog posts are for entertaiment purpose only .
All signs and elements are included take what resonates and leave the rest.
Starting with my weekly vision message…
Its a hot summers day , I’m walking up a small winding path.
The birds tweeting and there are butterflies dancing amongst the flowers, the grass is the perfect shade of green, and the sky is so blue there isn’t a cloud in sight.
As I’m walking up the path I see a old wooden bridge ahead it looked a little unsteady.
Before I cross the bridge I hesitate , my heart starts to race and my mind fills with fear.
What if I fall , what if I get hurt….
As I am standing on the edge of the path along come’s a little boy and a dog.
He asks me why do you hesitate to cross the bridge lady ?
I simply replied because I’m scared and I fear that I may get hurt, The boy replied but how will you continue your journey without crossing the bridge.
You can’t stay where you are you must move forward..
Without hesitation the boy skipped over the bridge with a smile the dog followed closely behind him.
When the boy reached the other side, he shouted over to me “See it wasn’t so bad after all , if I can do it so can you.
You just need to let go of fear and have faith.
Within this message I feel a lot of people are fearing the unknown and the uncertainty of their own futures, Fear fuels negativity and negativity spreads like a wildfire from one person to the next.
It present times I know people are tired and fearful but what the universe want’s you all to know is that you are all free spirits , you all have control over your own destiny let go of that fear and the negativity allow yourselves time to heal from the past.
Only then will you allow yourself to be at peace.
Let the light of positivity shine your way forward without fear you can accomplish anything & have faith in yourself.
1st Card
When the Moon card is reversed it symbolizes discovering deception before damage can be done, trifling mistakes, and taking advantage of someone.
It’s the releasing of negativity and the letting go of fears.
Your problems will lighten and you’ll emerge with newfound confidence and clarity.
The Moon card in love is one of insecurity cards .
If you’re single, try to keep your wits about you with your new love interest to make sure everything is on the up and up.
If you’re in a relationship, it might be time to examine if this is exactly what you want.
Maybe you look like the perfect couple on the outside, but there’s another story behind closed doors.
2nd Card
When the Justice card is upright it symbolizes harmony, balance, equality, righteousness, virtue, honour, and advice.
It can also mean a time for adjustments, as well as an opportunity to bring physical, emotional, social, and spiritual things back into balance.
It also means it is time to stand tall and strong against the things that might be trying to throw you off balance.
The Justice card in a love is a portent of true, honest love.
If you’re single, it could mean that someone with a background in the law is coming into your life.
If you’re in a relationship, the Justice card will shine a light on the actions of you and your partner. Are you both acting in a fair and just manner?
3rd Card
When the Devil card is upright it symbolizes downfall, unexpected failure, controversy, violence, disaster, an ill-tempered person, and weird or strange experiences.
The Devil card warns you not to be too restrained but to be passionate and ambitious. You are restrained because you allow yourself to be.
The Devil card in love can be somewhat complicated.
If you’re single, it can indicate that you want to be loved but are unsure of how.
It might also signal that you’re using sex as a stand-in for true intimacy and might do best if you took a step back to re-evaluate what you really want in a relationship.
If you’re in a relationship, it might indicate that you feel suffocated, trapped, or are overly co-dependent, which should be addressed if you want to move into a place of relationship health.
4th Card
When the Seven of Pentacles is upright and it means it is time to catch your breath after a lot of activity.
It’s time to assess your work and what you get from that work.
Maybe you’ve been so busy that you haven’t taken the time to reflect on what you’ve accomplished. This is the time to take stock of your situation and make sure you’re getting the results you want.
The Seven of Pentacles in love is an indication that you can manifest what you want.
If you’re single, you should reflect on past relationships to understand what you want out of a future love.
If you’re in a relationship, this card usually means that the work you’ve been putting into your relationship will pay off very soon.
5th Card
When the Four of Swords is reversed it can mean you are finally finding the strength to get through (or out of) something.
It can also indicate that you’re ready to address stress, anxiety, and other things that worry you.
It can also mean taking care of yourself after a long time of not doing so.
The Four of Swords in love is an indication that you are ready to connect or reconnect.
If you’re single, it means you might want to take some time to figure out exactly what you want in a partner before welcoming someone new into your life.
If you’re in a relationship, you are entering a period of peacefulness with your partner.
6th Card
When the Seven of Wands is reversed it means turning your back on your own truths and beliefs and convictions.
It can also represent making a compromise or being unpopular.
Let the conflict go.
Fight only if it is worth fighting, even if you’ve already invested time and energy in it.
If your cause is just, stand by your convictions as indicated by the Seven of Wands.
The Seven of Wands in a love ,If you’re single, it might mean that you’re going to have to work very hard to get the person you desire.
If you’re in a relationship, be prepared to fight for what you want and need.
Bottom of the deck
When the Hermit card is upright it symbolizes counsel, inner strength, prudence, caution, vigilance, patience, and withdrawal.
You might be impatient with people who cannot see what you can see, and you may have a desire to be alone.
You are diving deep and figuring things out for yourself.
It might mean you need to be alone to do the self-reflection that’s necessary right now.
The Hermit card in a love is an indication of a fresh start.
If you’re single and you’ve recently retreated (perhaps due to previous heartbreak), you’re finally ready to put your heart back out there.
If you’re in a relationship, it might mean you and your partner need to focus on each other. Independence is good, but there’s a reason you’re together.
I hope you enjoyed your weekly guidance post please feel free to comment below if you have any questions or extra clarity.
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Nothing is permanent in this wicked world – not even our troubles.
Charlie Chaplin
Evening all
I hope you are all well.
I wanted to check in with you and let you know I’m still around in the background I’m just taking some time away from everyday hussle and bussle.
One thing I’ve come to realise these last few weeks is nothing is permanent in life, life can change instantly and it doesn’t matter how much we try and prevent something from happening we can’t.
Being a virgo for me is giving my all to every aspect of my life so at my job, at my home with my children and within my relationships.
I wear my heart on my sleeve I always have and putting other people first has always been a big stop block for me within all aspects of my life.
Truth is I care way to much about everything and I overthink far to much, I think with a realistic mind but I have a tenancy to be aggravated by people who are lazy and uncoordinated and people who play games.
It’s just my virgo traits.
I’ve worked very hard past few weeks on my mental health I’ve relapsed a few times had a few wobbles. I’ve been quite and unresponsive for a day or too I find it easier to shut down than try and explain my feelings.
It’s just way I’ve always be.
I’ve very lucky to have such a good support network around me i didn’t a few years ago but now I have people around me who understand when I’m having a bad day not to push me to far.
My blogging has slowed down abit again due to mostly me being busy but also to fear of getting on people’s nerves with all my posting but again like my mum says you don’t need to read if you don’t want to just…
You don’t need to justify anything you do to anyone.
Just have to be true to yourself.
Yes I may seem like an emotional lunatic very up and down when it comes to life, but you would be surprised how many people suffer in silance and pretend that they are OK.
I tell my story to help others sometimes along side the joking and everyday life blogs we need realisation that everyone is human and we all feel emotion and we all deal with life in different ways.
I tell mine through my writing along side my singing therapy.
And I really hope some people out there find comfort from my blog and sharing my experiences.
It’s been great to sit still for a while and catch my breath but slowly I’m coming back to myself….
P. S don’t forget to check out tommrow’s weekly Spiritual Guidance Blog.
How many of us find ourselves hoping for a better day ahead.
You can find yourself so wrapped up with daily routine and structure, you forget how much of your life is passing you by.
Do you crumble at the idea of not having a plan in place for every outting or experience in life.
Then you just maybe existing and not living.
A lot of people need structure and fear spontaneous life events.
The classic what if moment.
That fills us with anxiety and fear of rejection.
Some of the best experiences in life are followed by a ephiany moment….
We as humans are stronger than we think.
An advantage human can go through several transition in a lifetime its how we evolve and adapt to change.
As you know change is inevitable and if the universe thinks that you are heading in the wrong direction it will make changes for you.
We loose our true self for all sorts or reasons but one thing is pretty much certain we always find our way back to our authentic self.
It’s difficult feeling being lost and hopeless, not knowing what’s next.
But not every situation needs to be controlled and it doesn’t need a plan either.
If your like me then I find it extremely hard to let my guard down and trust people, I hate not knowing why and when, but one thing I’ve learnt is it doesn’t matter how much you need structure or answers you don’t always get it.
For myself now don’t force anything any more because anything that needs to be forced isn’t worth having.
And great things can happen when you loosen the grip of needed to control everything.
There’s no magic eight ball…
But you have your intuition so use it well and trust the process only then will you find the way back to your authentic self.
I thought I would do a little blog on where I’m at just to let you all know why I’m not around as much at the moment.
Well the title says it all radio silence for the people who haven’t heard this saying before I will explain below.
It means a periodoftimewhen someone does notcommunicatewith anotherpersonor otherpeople.
Seems dramatic I know but its my choice.
I’ve needed to strip back every aspect in my life and look at what direction I was heading towards.
Believe me it wasn’t healthy to some extent I’m still battling with my demons.
I’ve been through a very long period of heartache and self loathing for such a long time I’ve just had enough.
Closing the last chapter was the hardest and I have one last hurdle to get over before I can truly move forward.
I suppose you have to fully let the old layers of yourself fall away before you can heal and rebuild yourself.
I’ve given so much of myself to people who didn’t deserve me.
Now I know that and it’s difficult for me to pull my energy back.
But it’s what’s needed for me to be the best person I can be.
It’s time for me to take back my power and allow myself to put myself first.
So I’ve decided to pull back my energy from social media even though its a great place to reach out and put yourself our there I don’t feel I’m 100% ready for it.
With me trying to engage with people I found it’s drained me physically and emotionally.
I just simply can’t find the strength to deal with other peoples issues at the moment it makes me hypocritical giving our advice and not listing to my own inner wisdom.
I’ve decided to not post anymore pictures or videos of myself at the moment because Im really not happy within myself and because I want people to get to know the real me not just the outside exterior of myself.
Tommrow I’m back on my health kick and the universe is giving me a massive… To move forward so I will be back after some me time and I will come back better and stronger.
How the weeks go by so fast I’m here again ready to give you your weekly spiritual guidance.
A transition of slow and steady progress I feel is happening at the moment for a lot of you , including myself .
Laying old ghost’s rest from the past and moving on.
I will start of by saying that my weekly guidance posts are for entertaiment purpose only and my weekly guidance is for all signs and elements take what resonates and leave the rest.
I will carry on with the weekly vision message.
Weekly Vision Message
I find myself in an apartment in New York city it has big glass arched windows.
Plenty of light coming in, I find myself sitting at a desk with a cup of hot coffee by myside also present are my laptop and my phone.
I can hear the hustle and bustle of the street below, the sun is shining through the windows letting in beams of light.
But in this sense of ease I feel waves of anxiousness like I’m waiting for communication, im waiting for a message , email or a call from someone ,i keep picking up my phone and refreshing my emails.
Each time I do I feel more and more anxious .
Then it hit me !!!!!
I’m sitting there wasting my precious time waiting for something that may never come..
With this vision I feel there is a lot of you that are seeking answers , waiting for communication but what you don’t see is the bigger picture whist your waiting you’re life is on hold but time is ticking by, we have all been subjected to this kind of situation it maybe be from a romantic situation or other aspects of your life.
But the message here is life goes on communication can’t be forced , anything that is forced isn’t worth having always remember that life must go on and it will.
Straight onto you’re tarot guidance now
1st Card
The Nine of Wands is in the upright it might be a sign to proceed with caution because there is every possibility of being hurt, either physically or mentally.
Defensiveness is natural if you have been hurt, but the trick is not to be bitter.
You now need to be more watchful.
As you have been through travails, you have become stronger as well.
Strength and stamina are other aspects of the Nine of Wands.
As a fighter, you need to be tough and have the inner stamina to persist, come what may. This is the spirit of this card.
The Nine of Wands wants you to keep going despite all odds.
Do not give up, whatever the opposition. You have within you the strength to overcome. And yes, you could get hurt.
You may have gone through rough times and gotten hurt, but you are still not defeated! Another quality of this card is resilience.
Despite setbacks, you persist. You need to keep on going, irrespective of everything.
2nd Card
When the Seven of Wands is upright , you could be involved in a conflict.
Some conflicts may be worth fighting, but others are just trouble.
You need to check if it is worth fighting, if it will serve your purpose.
Only then do you need to defend your position by being bold and aggressive. This card asks you to take a stand, an act that will change the energy flow for better or for worse.
Most of the time events carry everyone forward along with the flow.
At times, people want to resist and change the course of the flow entirely. When taking a stand, you start an energy of resistance.
If you become aggressive, your opponent becomes defiant.
But before you take a stand, you must believe in yourself and in your position. Otherwise, let the conflict go.
Fight only if it is worth fighting, even if you’ve already invested time and energy in it.
If your cause is just, stand by your convictions as indicated by the Seven of Wands.
3rd Card
When the Ten of Pentacles is upright it means you will find material success.
This card exudes an aura of wealth and prosperity.
It’s an indication that your latest ventures will bring you affluence.
It’s also an indication that you should stick to convention.
This is the time to maintain the status quo.
It is not the time to rock the boat.
Avoid changes of any kind, and stick to trusted ways of doing things.
4th Card
When the Fool card is upright it symbolizes new beginnings, new adventures, new opportunities, unlimited possibilities, pleasure, passion, thoughtlessness, and rashness.
The warning associated with this card could be that you need to stop daydreaming, and you should watch where you are going or you could fall and seem like a fool.
If you’re single, a fun, wild, lively romance might be right around the corner.
If you’re in a relationship, it means you’re so stoked about this love of yours that you are kind of freaking out over it, but not in a bad way!
Embrace it.
5th Card
When the Moon card is upright it symbolizes deception, trickery, disillusionment, error, anxiety, danger, and double-dealing.
The card means you may be going through a time of emotional or mental trials.
Also pay attention to your dreams: What are they trying to tell you?
Your subconscious is actively trying to get in touch.
The Moon card in love is one of insecurity.
If you’re single, try to keep your wits about you with your new love interest to make sure everything is on the up and up.
If you’re in a relationship, it might be time to examine if this is exactly what you want.
Maybe you look like the perfect couple on the outside, but there’s another story behind closed doors.
6th Card
With the Seven of Swords it means you or someone connected to you wants to be a “lone wolf.”
A lone wolf is someone who runs alone and free, acting totally on his own.
This is a card that indicates separation from others.
You may feel you’re most effective when you act alone.
You wish to ignore the fumbling efforts of the ineffectual group and assert your independence.
This style of working in isolation is only effective for some people because most of us need to have a commitment from others to be productive.
The Seven of Swords card can also signify running away from commitments or responsibilities.
There is a need to face what needs to be faced head-on. One just can’t wish problems away.
Procrastination doesn’t work.
There is a need to deal with the problems.
Bottom of the deck
When the Sun card is reversed it indicates unhappiness, doubt, cancelled plans, or an uncertain future.
Maybe you’ve been overconfident and are just now realizing how you’ve overstepped yourself.
You know the sun is there, but it’s just out of sight, hidden behind unhappy clouds.
It can be difficult to see the path forward without its light to guide you.
You may feel lonely or think that your friends are all hanging out without you.
You will have to put a little more energy into it, but the benefits of the upright version of this card can be yours as well.
You just need to push through a few more obstacles first.
I hope you enjoyed your weekly guidance post please feel free to comment below if you have any questions or extra clarity.
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