It’s been a while since we last had a catch up.
I think everyone is feeling a bit down and sick and tired now of this stagnant stage we are going through. Life is on hold for all of us it’s all very boring and repetitive.
Alot of my plans like million of others are also on hold.
As you can imagine I like to get things moving but at the moment its work, eat, sleep and repeat.
I’ve not had much to tell you all.
Today I decided to have a good tidy up in my home ready for my Christmas decorations and hey don’t judge its 2020 anything goes this year.
It felt good to throw away the past.
You find closure in all the smallest of tasks these are the ones that help you the most.
So christmas has arrived in my home already.
I’ll do any to keep my children in high spirits in such a difficult time.
Covid hasn’t cancelled Christmas but it’s a going to be very different this year.
I’m trying to stay positive and just get back into a routine.
So self care is what’s need and tommrow us Sunday so it will be the full day pampering myself.
I’ve decided that my hair is going back to full red I get bored so easily.
I’m also going to loose this last Two stone in weight and really start concentrating on my physical and mental wellbeing.
I am a lot happier now in myself but like most I feel stuck.
I’m very impatient and I want things instantly but I know that something you really want is never easy takes time, effort and patience.
I’m learning and changing more about myself every day.
I no longer feel bad for putting myself first.
Deep down apart of me will always remain but the way you glow after you drop the burden is amazing.
Love to you all ❤️