Here and now.

Hey everyone. Sorry I’ve not connected with you all. I’ve not really found the time or energy to share anything with you all. When I started this blog back in April 2019 my intentions was to really connect with people to express my emotions, my thoughts and to share my life with you all. YouContinue reading “Here and now.”

Perfection doesn’t exist

We are in a time right now were people expect perfection… Perfection doesn’t exist. From I don’t know what happened but this is the criteria for living. Your gonna do things your gonna make mistakes your gonna fuck up. Your suppose to learn and move forward with not what to do. When you are okContinue reading “Perfection doesn’t exist”

Level Up

Hey everyone late night blogging here from the UK. I had a bad weekend with my anxiety it didn’t really shift much today but I’m OK. I’m finding my way through it. This post is about strength and the ability to grow through hard times. Learning lessons in life that are not only essential toContinue reading “Level Up”

But this is all I ever was..

Evening all its Sunday and the emotional storm is clearing.. Isn’t it terrible when you feel so helpless that you don’t know what to do or say anymore. Dark clouds fill your head with insecurities and paranoia. I’m not bipolar in anyway I’m actually a Very focused and determined person. That’s just been hurt aContinue reading “But this is all I ever was..”

It all gets a little to much.

Heya everyone.. It’s a bit of a sad blog today im going to apologise now if you get to the end and feel the same I have your back.. Do you ever feel like your not liked or unloved? It doesn’t matter what you do for people around you it’s never ever good enough!! I’mContinue reading “It all gets a little to much.”

Life takes a bit of time and a lot of relationship.

Happy new year all… Starting the year as I mean to go on.. I’m following my own path however messy and complicated it gets. I very rarely get times that I can just be still and really take in what’s around me. It’s been a quite morning and I find myself scrolling through movie choicesContinue reading “Life takes a bit of time and a lot of relationship.”

Decade 🎊🎊🎊

#decade #newyear Thanks to the last ten years it’s made me realise I am enough.. Some of my best moments was of course watching my children grow and finding their feet in the world .. Actually growing proper eyebrows is a massive achievement… Letting go and reconnecting with great people. Finding a work place thatContinue reading “Decade 🎊🎊🎊”

Salt of the Earth, my friend It’s all that we are in the end..

Evening all hope your all well. Thanks to Mr Lewis Capaldi for the headline it’s take from his track headspace. He’s not the most colourful and prettiest crayon in the box but when he sings he hits places in your soul not even gandhi could reach. I’m in a reflective mood today. I’ve been tryingContinue reading “Salt of the Earth, my friend It’s all that we are in the end..”

You!!!!!

Evening all ❀️ To celebrate the return of the Netflix series You I’ve decided to do a little blog post. For those who have not seen it your totally missing out… Here is a little discription of what the first series was about. What would you do for love? For a brilliant male bookstore managerContinue reading “You!!!!!”