The Seatbelt light of life 💡

Happy Sunday all..

Hope your all having a great weekend..

I’ve literally had a week where I’ve had to hold on for dear life emotions have been running high saying bye to my mum and dad not knowing when I will see them in person again.

Along side other personal issues..

With life being extremely chaotic at times and it hits us at all angles it becomes a little bit much.

Spirituality you hear your Seatbelt light of life ping and say stacie best fasten your Seatbelt babe and hold on tight it’s gonna be another bumpy ride.

My life’s not terrible I just have to add that it’s just very chaotic most the time.

I deal with one situation another one comes up can’t catch a break or a bit of peace.

One thing I’ve learnt from my life so far is that if you need anything sorted you must do it yourself and act fast not to ignore it.

Ignoring situations only lead to a worst mess that needs sorting.

I have to say though Im definitely more chilled out than six months ago thank god.

But we all have relapses don’t we and end up sending ourselves bat shit crazy now and again.

Put aside all that I’m actually loving life at the moment it’s been a very long time since I felt so alive and aware of my surroundings.

I actually have plans in place within bussiness and socially I know it’s about time.

Things that used to bother me don’t anymore I’ve learnt to let go..

And I’ve learnt to switch off.

And blogging I have to say is amazing.

I’ve made so many lovely friends through doing it now I’m full of confidence again even of I do sometimes spell things incorrectly.

Sorry my bad…. Thing is I’m not well educated like others.

I’m a mum of two girls who works her arse off to provide the best I can for the both of them.

But I’m just me and I know to the right person I will be just enough.

My advice to you all is that whatever life throws at you don’t let it make you bitter or heartless.

Learn from it grow from it and remember that just because things didn’t work out the first time doesn’t mean that it the next stage in life will be the same. Sometimes you have to drop your guard and let your heart win over your head.

There is someone out there ready to love you in every way possible not just for your looks but for every part of you good and bad… Better for worse.

Have a brilliant Sunday whatever you are doing.

Im in my happy place with mumford and sons and researching music for my vocals with good old cup English tea 🍵.

Love to you all 😊

Stacie🐚💋💄💖 xxx

Don’t be a bully be a buddy…

Evening all…

Today’s topic I’ve chosen to blog about is bullying and any type of bullying isn’t acceptable in my eyes.

I’ve seen so much of this now widely advertised in schools on the TV and I completely agree it needs to be made a criminal offence to actively troll anyone online or via any technology form.

We live in a world that’s evolving so quickly and times are changing.

Back in the day when you attended school and Internet wasn’t a thing you could widely access.

Bullying was still an issue but now days its so easy to get hooked on social media.

People communicate with each other without care of how their comments may effect the person they are connecting with.

What I do not understand is why people feel the need to openly express their opinion of how someone looks or what their lifestyle is like on social media if you don’t like whay you see don’t follow.

When someone sets up a soical media account it’s their right to show the world what their doing if people don’t agree with it so be it but bullying people for just simply living their life’s is just plain wrong.

Does it really matter what that person is doing.

Is it really affecting how the other person who’s commenting from living their daily life’s

I’d say they must love drama or have really bad insecurities about themselves.

I personally don’t think it’s anyone else’s business what anyones doing not everyone will agree with every one and there certainly isn’t a handbook to life so everyones just winging it ain’t they really.

Bullying comes in four known forms.. 👇👇👇

Bullying is wrong in every way possible I’ve heard so many stories from people who have experienced bullying and how 80% of them had considered taking their own life’s because they really couldn’t see a way out.

I know in life everyone isn’t going to get on and be best mates but bullying people to hide your own problems isn’t acceptable.

I do feel that the issues surrounding the bullying from the offender also needs to be looked into.

I definitely think there needs to be stricked laws in the UK and worldwide tackling bullying in all forms.

My nan always said to me me 👇👇

And she was 💯 right trolling and causing another human being hell isn’t the answer to an easier life you have to work hard and overcome any issues not create misery and heartbreak to other people’s lifes.

If your experiencing bullying issues or know someone who is…

Don’t go through it alone always tell someone you trust.

And if you can’t find a trusted person please follow my link and get the help and support you need.

Being brave and seeking help will be hard but please do seek help and advice your never alone always remember that..

Links for bullying helplines below… 👇👇👇

bullying helpline UK 🇬🇧

national bullying helpline

NSPCC UK 🇬🇧

Give us a shout. org

childline. org

Please also look out for jesy nelson’s BBC documentary called odd one out and how she has coped with online trolling and how it almost broke her as person and how she’s overcome the abuse of online trolling. Link below 👇 👇

jesy Nelson odd one out documentary

So please focus on yourself and never let a bully break you spirit don’t believe the negative comments your amazing show the world how you shine…

Love to you all

Stacie xx

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Just a little song ❤️❤️

Hey all just a quick blog but I heard a song today and you know when it’s instantly relatable well I absolutely love songs like this it says all what you need to say but within lyrics it’s amazing…

It’s a song by post malone it’s not like his other songs more singing than rapping but I absolutely love it..

It’s called circles

Circles by post malone

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh
We couldn’t turn around
‘Til we were upside down
I’ll be the bad guy now
But no, I ain’t too proud
I couldn’t be there
Even when I try
You don’t believe it
We do this every time
Seasons change and our love went cold
Feed the flame ’cause we can’t let go
Run away, but we’re running in circles
Run away, run away
I dare you to do something
I’m waiting on you again
So I don’t take the blame
Run away, but we’re running in circles
Run away, run away, run away
Let go
I got a feeling that it’s time to let go
I say so
I knew that this was doomed from the get-go
You thought that it was special, special
But it was just the sex though, the sex though
And I still hear the echoes (the echoes)
I got a feeling that it’s time to let it go
Let it go
Seasons change and our love went cold
Feed the flame ’cause we can’t let go
Run away, but we’re running in circles
Run away, run away
I dare you to do something
I’m waiting on you again
So I don’t take the blame
Run away, but we’re running in circles
Run away, run away, run away
Maybe you don’t understand what I’m going through
It’s only me, what you got to lose?
Make up your mind, tell me, what are you gonna do?
It’s only me, let it go
Seasons change and our love went cold
Feed the flame ’cause we can’t let go
Run away, but we’re running in circles
Run away, run away
I dare you to do something
I’m waiting on you again
So I don’t take the blame
Run away, but we’re running in circles
Run away, run away, run away

Check out the song and the cool music video on the link below 👇 👇 👇 🔗

circles post malone music video

Peace out..

Stacie xxx 🐚💋💄

Eww to 32

Hey everyone hope you have had a good day.

Sorry I’ve been very quite not blogged much the past two weeks just had alot On.

My girls have gone back to school 🚸

Routine has started again thank god seemed to have settled in to new school term OK.

I’ve literally made myself ill with worry for 6 weeks wondering how they would be without each other but at the moment all seems OK.

Between all that it’s been my 32nd birthday I had a great birthday night away with great company I managed to just be me for a while and actually enjoyed myself.

Thanks to everyone who brought me lovely gifts and cards I was overwhelmed and to everyone who wished me a happy birthday.

And thanks to my parents for looking after my girls.

So nice to get dressed up and go out dance and drink gin it’s one of my favourite pass times.

It made me forget alot about the past 18 months and realise that past isn’t so important it’s what lies ahead that matters what’s next who knows.

Being 32 isn’t old I know that but to me I don’t want to get old even though we have to it’s unstoppable.

I’ve always seen myself as an 18 year old but my body says otherwise.

I just can’t deal with hangovers any more I honestly feel like I’m officially to old for the mad stage in life in the early years its not to bad but now takes me days to fully recover.

I really did throughly enjoy myself though and I felt so pretty in my dress.

I absolutely loved it I had so many lovely comments whilst I was out wearing it.

It’s back to reality though I have work tommrow bright and early.

Sorry for such a short blog but will catch up with you more soon.

Love and hugs

Stacie, 🐚💋💄 xxx

Boohoo ❤️

Two blog posts in one day now I’m spoiling you all.

Just decided to blog about my boohoo haul as I’m not going to be blogging for a few days due to other commitments.

I ordered from boohoo few days ago but it was a pay day treat.

I didnt have a time that it was doing to be delivered so I decided to jump in the bath low and behold I sat me bum in the bath and what turned up my parcel it’s always the way never rushed down stairs so quick towel wrapped round me ready to apologise to the delivery driver but have to be honest he was the most beautiful delivery driver I’ve ever seen.

He passed me the parcel and I manged to say bye and shut the door without embarrassing myself.

I couldn’t wait to try on my birthday dress and I also ordered some new chunky fashion trainers for day time wear I’m not really big on brand names but I do love boohoo.

I’ve herd good and bad about them but honestly you need to try them for yourselves.

I’ve been ordering for two years from them I’ve never had a problem with items or delivery it’s always been spot on.

Here is my birthday dress I absolutely love it and it’s not black for a change its red ❤️ (please excuse my face I have no makeup on)😂

And yes that’s how long my hair as grown using my beauty-locks-hot-chocolate 💇

I ordered a size 16 due to my bigger bust size but it’s so comfy.

I’m able to dance the night away in comfort and I absolutely love the colour of it 😍

#embraceyourcurves 👇👇link below.

click here to buy my birthday dress

So here is my fashion trainers not into brand makes and all the chunky trainers like fila look like Dino stompers.

There bloody terrible.

I’m happy with mine ordered size 5 in black as black goes with everything.

Also I got these discounted so I saved a bit of money on my order.

Saving money always makes me happy..

There is also a 20% off sale at the moment worth having a look i would say.

Honstly give boohoo a try it maynot be for everyone people have different taste in clothing and material but I love them.

They are always my go to company for clothing.

Enjoy the rest of your weekend.

Love and peace ✌️

Stacie 🐚💋💄❤️

It’s Saturday 🎉🎉🎉

Morning everyone hello from a wet and windy Merseyside.

I haven’t got many exciting plans for this weekend I just wanted a quite weekend before my birthday next weekend.

I have had a lovely suprise trip planned for me child free I’m excited because the past few months I’ve not really had much time to be just me and go out and have fun.

All I’ve been told is to buy a fabulous dress and that it involves one of my favourite music genre’s clubland classics.

So I’m super excited a night away with good company.

I’m actually waiting in for my boohoo haul and I’ve already had my makeup revolution haul been delivered thanks to Royal mail this am.

I actually love being able to be independent and wear what I like and have my own style I actually couldn’t really give two hoots what people think of me.

It’s great being free ✌️

I get a lot of messages about my make up and what products do I use well heres a sneek peek of some of my makeup collection.. 👇👇👇

This is just a small portion of what I Own.

I have a little bit of an obsession with make up if I’m honest

My favourite makeup is revolution I just love their eyeshadow and the pigments in the eyeshadow are just so pretty.

I have to say that their products last for ages and they don’t break when your travelling about like some makeup mostly all their palletes have mirrors inside too so you don’t need to worry about being without a mirror.

I just absolutely rave about them beacuse it’s affordable great makeup that keeps going even when your on a night out infact I got a little bit drunk a few months ago when u went out and naughty me didn’t take my make up off and fell asleep next morning it was perfect i was amazed didn’t wake up looking like a panda.

Every now and again I order a massive haul of them but I’m running out of space at the moment untill I redecorate my bedroom and install my makeup station i cant wait. ❤️😍

Here is the link below for makeup revolution they ship worldwide for all my overseas readers. 👇👇🔗🔗

click me to be redirect to make up revolution website

So I’m hoping next week goes quickly will be a tough one with it being a retreat week at work and having to be almost silent all week 🤫🤫🤫.

I’m sure I will week make up for it at the weekend so happy to be seeing my parents and I know my girls will be so excited to see their nanny and grandad for a few days.

I hope you all have a great weekend.

I will update you with my boohoo haul at some point soon.

Love and peace to you all

Stacie xx 🐚💋💄

Down the rabbit hole 👇🐇🕳️

Evening all ❤️

I hope you’re all well I can’t believe it’s wendsday already.

I’m so excited I’ve hit 2,500 views…. Since I started my blog in April I’ve had so many lovely messages and lots of support I’m so grateful.

My blog reaches worldwide and its so nice to know that I’ve made a difference to people’s life’s.

My other exciting news is that I’ve been asked to be brand ambassador for a weightloss company and also a make up company.

So I’m super happy at the moment.

My parents have always said I should blog and little old me didn’t think anything of it but i took a leap of faith and it worked for me.

Anyone who struggles to express emotions and express themselves i would say a journal or a blog is the best therapy ever.

You will probably find people will definitely relate to your posts but maybe to shy to come forward and say so.

I’m just happy knowing that I make a difference to other people however small it maybe I still make a difference.

So I will get on with it and tell you abit about the issue I have at the moment and living with celiac disease.

And how i now i have to think about everything I consume and how I’m adjusting to a gluten free diet.

So what is gluten

Gluten is the name given to a family of proteins found in all forms of wheat, barley, rye, and triticale. These proteins help bind foods together, maintaining their shape

Many everyday food products have gluten, such as pasta, bread, and beer. However, gluten is also an ingredient in a variety of less obvious foods.

A significant number of people experience an adverse reaction to gluten on consumption, meaning that they must stick to a gluten-free diet to avoid negative effects.

What is Celiac disease

This is an autoimmune disorder in which an intolerance to gluten can damage the small intestine, leading to intestinal damage, poor nutrient absorption, and physical pain.

A person with celiac disease should consume a completely gluten-free diet.

Symptoms of celiac disease

I first noticed I had symptoms a six months back it was mainly fatigue I would sleep for eight hours sometimes nine hours still feel exhausted.

I constantly felt drained making me irritated and snappy all the time.

I decided enough was enough after battling trying to rule out other illnesses with my doctor I was finally diagnosed with celiac.

Trying to adjust to my new diet was horrendous at first everything I liked to eat I couldn’t so I found it pretty hard and if I’m honest with you gluten free food is so expensive and finding alternative products of your favourite food is so time consuming and sometimes its just so depressing because it doesn’t even resemble the actual food you like.

And even when i to go out and eat it is a pain at times but I still go out as life doesn’t stop.

I just have to be much more aware now of what I eat when I’m out.

How does gluten affect our bodies.

Something so small can cause so much impact On our heath we don’t realise everything we put into our bodies can trigger other issues.

Since I’ve been gluten free I feel so much better in myself and my health as improved dramatically.

I don’t feel so tired all the time and I’ve actually lost quite abit weight to which I’m happy about and my moods seem alot better too

Of course I also do a lot of exercise mostly walking alot and using my exercise bike three times a week.

But I find exercise helps.

I now have lot more energy to enjoy life.

I actually feel happy I’m in control of my life again after so long of feeling rubbish.

If your experiencing any of the symptoms above don’t ignore them there has to be an underlying issue.

I just wished I would of sorted mine out sooner but I suppose its easier to ignore but honstly DON’T IGNORE.

Love to you all 😊 and thank you again for all your love and support.

Stacie 🐚💋💄 xx

Getting all your ducks in a row.. 🦆🦆🦆

Hey everyone hope your having a great Bank Holiday weekend..

At last we have some nice weather wherever you are in the world I hope you doing well.

Nearly that time again kids go back to school and normal routine resumes yey finally.

I can’t believe how fast this year has gone by Four months time will be Christmas day.

Tonight I’m just reminiscing about how far I’ve come since the start of the year.

I went into January 2019 with a lot of uncertainty about what the year would bring.

I’ve had some great times but also some very low times and I really didn’t have much planned for this year to be honest i just wanted to see where the year would take me.

With just four months left until 2020 is upon us I can honstly say I’m feeling 💯 more positive.

I’ve grown so much as a person and I’ve gained my confidence back.

This week I feel fantastic I’ve really been working on myself and my health I’ve also lost a massive 5lb this week to me that’s a massive achievement for my weightloss and its also had postive impact on my health.

My mental health has improved and also my energy levels are up thanks to my new medication and vitamin supplements.

In the past few months I’ve learnt some valuable lessons and gone through some very painful emotions.

But I now feel I finally have all my ducks in a row..

When you find peace within yourself you find life becomes more settled I live by these steps..

1. Dont be anyone other than yourself.

2. Don’t give a dam what anyone else thinks of you.

3. Don’t give up on what you want.

4. Learn to say no.

5. Have goals and stick to them.

6. Listen to your own intuition.

7. Get rid of anyone that doesn’t bring laughter and peace to your life.

8. Be kind but don’t take no crap of anyone.

9. Show emotions to the people you love.

10. Love yourself beacuse how can anyone else love you if you don’t love yourself.

You know it’s OK to show love to people even if they don’t deserve it the universe is always watching.

Often enough the people who don’t deserve your love and time are the ones who need it the most.

I used to be a very bitter person myself.

But learning to forgive and to let go of anyone who’s causes us great pain well that takes courage and alot of faith in yourself.

Holding on to hate and pain will only cause damage within it doesn’t effect the person or situation involved your just hurting yourself.

And sometimes holding on hurts more than letting go.

I would just like to finish by saying to my blog readers what you allow will always continue.

Only You are incontrol of your life and you alone.

If I can turn my life around you can too for once I’m excited for my future.

Love to you all

Stacie xx🐚💋💄