Morning all ❤️
Late blogging again.
I hope you’re all well.
Im not so well at the moment after my episode on Thursday which led me to finish work early and then i fainted when i got home due to low blood pressure and exhaustion.
And Lack of sleep the night before plus fitting five days work into three beacuse the world is such a mess at the moment its completely turned our daily routine upside down.
Im off work now till Monday so hopefully will have a good rest.
I don’t know how much longer i can take of it all.
I miss my family more than ever my friends more than ever and normality more than ever.
I Keep telling myself it’s all for the goodness of others and yourself it really isn’t time for people being selfish.
Tonight’s topic i was talking about to a close friend of mine how people just settle in life beacuse its easy to go for the safe option’s.
You see im a complex woman hard to read im a bit like a Ferrero Rocher.
Bit bobbly on the outside a bit hard under the surface but once you break through the hard surface that’s when you hit the centre part of me the best part of me.
So yeah im a bit like a Ferrero Rocher.
Im quite reserved i dont like to give people the key to my heart straight away.
I really don’t fall in love easy it takes time.
I am reaching the point of the topic i promise.
I once dated this guy for a brief time only.
We got on quite well but I don’t think he was truly over his ex.
He would bring her up alot in conversation.
Saying things like she used to chill me out make me calm.
As we progressed things just got weirder and weirder im not saying i wasn’t some of the burden but there isn’t anything worse than being someone’s third wing.
Men only see one way and that’s their way.
At the end of the day im me…
I have a wild spirt..
I have a lot of love for the right person.
If someone tries to put you in a box don’t be afraid to shove that box up their arse.
And don’t let people compare you to others you are unique.
I want to know people who inspire me.
Who are truthful and open to emotional experiences.
I don’t need some one to keep me calm.
Im a grown ass woman who’s probably always going to be a little too much for some people but that isn’t my problem its theirs.
I want to express myself and someone to challenge me.
Life’s not always about taking the easy route.
Easy is OK for a short while then you get bored and itchy feet everything’s downhill from then on.
It leaves you wanting more then that’s where you find the real core of love it will hit you like god of thunders hammer all you have left to do is fight and find yourself and your true passion.
I can and will bring out the best and the worst in a person it’s not something i plan its how my traits are.
But love isn’t easy true love never is but convince is easy beacuse we make do.
That’s not for me a good argument is needed sometimes and make up time makes it even better afterwards.
Ive got so much love to give and i care very deeply more than what i like to show people.
And i really would do anything for anyone you just have to give me time to break down my barriers and let you in.
So think about this is an easy option what you want you might think its the less complicated situation.
Or do you want passion, achievement, real love beacuse nothing that’s real is easy and something that can last a lifetime is worth fighting for.
Love to you all 😊
Stacie 🐚 💋 💄 ❤️ ❤️ ❤️