β„‚π•™π•’π•Ÿπ•˜π•– ℕ𝕠π•₯π•™π•šπ•Ÿπ•˜ & ℕ𝕠π•₯π•™π•šπ•Ÿπ•˜ β„‚π•™π•’π•Ÿπ•˜π•–π•€

Evening all ❀️ Isn’t life a funny old thing the experience of it all and the progression whilst transitioning to the next level. It’s pretty rough going on just one soul. I think the theory is called the human punchbag lets see how much you can take this time round. Sometimes it takes more thanContinue reading “β„‚π•™π•’π•Ÿπ•˜π•– ℕ𝕠π•₯π•™π•šπ•Ÿπ•˜ & ℕ𝕠π•₯π•™π•šπ•Ÿπ•˜ β„‚π•™π•’π•Ÿπ•˜π•–π•€”

π”Ύπ•£π• π•¨π•Ÿ

If you could see me now. Know that I have grown. I’m no longer the women I used to be. Know now that my soul is home I no longer float outside My body. For now I am complete. I no longer wish to find the person that you once did seek. I now haveContinue reading “π”Ύπ•£π• π•¨π•Ÿ”

𝕀𝕗 π•ͺ𝕠𝕦 π•˜π• π•₯ π•–π•Ÿπ• π•¦π•˜π•™ π•₯π•šπ•žπ•– 𝕗𝕠𝕣 π•žπ•– .

Evening all ❀️ I have to apologise for my lack of blogging but I’ve not been in the right frame of mind to share my feelings and thoughts with you all. It’s been a hectic few weeks. And I just haven’t found the heart to talk about it. I just want to comment quickly onContinue reading “𝕀𝕗 π•ͺ𝕠𝕦 π•˜π• π•₯ π•–π•Ÿπ• π•¦π•˜π•™ π•₯π•šπ•žπ•– 𝕗𝕠𝕣 π•žπ•– .”

𝕂𝕖𝕖𝕑 π•π• π• π•œπ•šπ•Ÿπ•˜ 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖 π•₯𝕙𝕖 π•π•šπ•˜π•™π•₯ 𝕑𝕠𝕦𝕣𝕀 π•šπ•Ÿ.

Today was dark there was no light. I woke within a state of fight or flight. As I sat alone and sad. My mind twisted from good to bad. Im sick of people saying you will be alright. But it’s dark inside here  in my mind therfore there is no light. As my anxiety swollow’sContinue reading “𝕂𝕖𝕖𝕑 π•π• π• π•œπ•šπ•Ÿπ•˜ 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖 π•₯𝕙𝕖 π•π•šπ•˜π•™π•₯ 𝕑𝕠𝕦𝕣𝕀 π•šπ•Ÿ.”

π”Ήπ•¦π•£π•Ÿπ•₯ 𝕆𝕦π•₯

Evening all ❀️ Weekends go so fast to bloody fast. Well what a end to a vile few days it’s been. I’ve been so poorly I’m actually discusted in myself for abusing my body for so long. Just need to pre warn you this post will be over πŸ”ž only…. I would like to thinkContinue reading “π”Ήπ•¦π•£π•Ÿπ•₯ 𝕆𝕦π•₯”

It is what it is…

Hey everyone ❀️ I really hope you have been having a good week. Mines not been to good emotions running high. Typical introvert thing to do is shut myself down and push everything and everyone else away. I’ve actually got so low I’ve now got a viral infection. After such a good weekend with friendsContinue reading “It is what it is…”

The day everything made sense…

Hey everyone ❀️ I’m just going to go right in here and say I’ve had a light bulb moment but this time it made perfect sense. Someone called me something today and at first I didn’t really understand what they meant by it. But when Iooked further into the meaning it seemed to weigh meContinue reading “The day everything made sense…”

Yo operator, or innovator

Evening all ❀️ It’s Monday calling you can either control it or let it control you…. Ain’t the human soul a beautiful but complex formation. What we allow to consume is within our own power you have to stand up and fight even if you feel you have nothing else to give… We all needContinue reading “Yo operator, or innovator”

What’s yours will always find you.

Hey I’m sorry I’ve not blogged for a while it’s been an extremely hectic and draining few weeks for me. If truth be told its situations I really couldn’t find it in my heart to blog about. Just couldn’t find the words to discribe how Ive been feeling. I’m over the worst part and inContinue reading “What’s yours will always find you.”

Here and now.

Hey everyone. Sorry I’ve not connected with you all. I’ve not really found the time or energy to share anything with you all. When I started this blog back in April 2019 my intentions was to really connect with people to express my emotions, my thoughts and to share my life with you all. YouContinue reading “Here and now.”