What’s your secret stacie
It’s called the heartbreak diet… And owning it.
Someone stepped up when you stepped down.
Take a listen 👇👇 link below
i sogni diventano realtà
Do you ever have a dream in life that it almost feels so real you can feel your surroundings.
Dreams become a reality…
I’m in this street in Rome.
I feel cobbled stones through my converse.
Doorway upon doorway of secret path ways.
The smell of fresh pasta in the air.
The noise of the moped passing by.
The feeling of engery of lust and passion around you.
The Italian lanquge spoken so softly but yet so romantically.
Their art of simply doing nothing seems a world apart from mine.
But yet I feel drawn in by it.
Loosing the concept of love the human race is just try to fill a void in life and feed their addictions to sex.
The Italians make love not just procreate.
Italy is a place of love and passion they belive in the thrill of the chase.
It’s what instigates the connection between couples. Once the love interest is captured, passion and commitment only continue to grow for years to come. “It’s all about conquering, but then you realize to value what you have found within the person you love and there is no more hunting,”
Italy has been on my list of places for a while now I feel that connection is drawing me closer.
Yes I really think after this last two years I’m having a Eat pray love moment but without the prayer.
I really feel its time to experience life without fear.
It’s time I started to saying no to people and yes to myself.
After loosing yourself you find yourself much easier and with a lot less effort.
The key in life is to experience happiness.
It’s breaking away from the past moving forwards to what’s next.
Love to you all 😊 😊 😊
Stacie 🐚 💋 💄 ❤️ ❤️
The power of the secret
Your life is in your hands.
No matter where you are now, no matter what has happened in your life,you can begin to consciously choose your thoughts, and you can change your life.
There is no such thing as a hopeless situation.
Every single circumstance of your life can change.
(The secret)
In the darkness of the night
In the darkness of the night
I wish I could of held you close and tight.
Now I know that this cannot be.
The time has passed for you and me.
I reached out and you did not.
You always changed from cold to hot.
Minds go racing and time goes fast.
But we where never meant to last.
So you said and so you predicted.
All the hurt and pain that you inflicted.
Now you ignore me.
And now your free.
Now your living life.
But are you happy……
I’m no longer confused
Or my ego bruised.
I gave you my all, I had nothing to loose.
I was your plaything you was my muse.
So here I lay in the darkness of the night.
Wondering waiting thoughts running wild.
Wondering if anything can be reconciled.
After all this time and the pain you caused.
With the silence you granted me and communication on pause.
I still wish you well dispite both our flaws.
Letting go is hard to do.
When my mind is quite and I feel no fear.
I still get that feeling i’de like you near.
There’s a picture in my soul I still see so clear.
But sometimes in the darkness of the night I still wish I could hold you close and tight.
Poem by seashells.home.blog October 2019
It’s Santa
Evening all..
I hope you have all had a good day.
I have to say I’m feeling quite enchanted but also very relaxed.
After todays events I think I’m slightly getting in the mood for Christmas!!!!
Nothing beats spending time with my two girls they are very important to me as a busy working mum I don’t get chance to just spend time with them.
It’s so exciting as a child believing in all the magic of santa and Christmas as a whole.
Time goes too quickly they grow up so quickly.
I have a non beliver and a beliver in santa so I do have to try find a balance between the two.
So today I had planned a fun packed day in Liverpool for Christmas festivies.
Liverpool is an amazing city I know I’ve previously mention this a lot in other posts but it really is.
It’s not only the spirit of the place but the people also.
Time and care goes into making the city festive but it never looses its true character.
It’s a fabulous place to visit anytime of the year.
But Christmas is truly beautiful.
I’ve listed a few places that are worth visiting if your planning on visiting Liverpool before Christmas..
1. Albert Docks
2. Ice festival pier head
3. Top level of Liverpool one
4. Christmas Market St Georges Hall
5. Light spectacular display church street.
And of course the wide variety of shops for all your Christmas shopping.
I’ve also taken my little one to see santa today at our local garden centre have to say it was really nice and well worth the money to see her little face.
So after a great day and brilliant win for Anthony Joshua I’ve ended the day on a high note.
Here are a few pictures below
Have a great evening all where ever you
are love to you all 😊
Stacie 🐚 💋 💄 ❤️ ❤️
Starting a new chapter..
Good morning all.
I really hope you are all OK.
Firstly I’ve not blogged for a few days I’ve had a lot on and I’ve tried to keep myself busy and keep away from social media.
It’s great we can connect to millions of people in the world by just clicking a like or sending a freinds request but I think we allow it to take over our lives at times.
So a social detox is always needed every now and again.
We get so wrapped up or annoyed at others we kind of loose the point of life and enjoy what’s around us not what’s infront of us on a mobile or computer screen.
So at the moment I’m just doing my own thing testing the waters in life and looking into what’s next for me.
2019 has been a real eye-opening experience I don’t think I’ve ever felt so many emotions at one time.
I think the hurt stage is over but the disappointment stage isn’t.
You know when you think you know people and then they show a side to themselves that’s not very forthcoming it’s not only hurtful it’s disappointing.
I’ve had to learn to walk away in 2019 from a lot of situations and people beacuse my heart and head can’t take anymore hurt and disappointment.
I’ve actually become a better person from what I’ve learnt but I know I’ve had to grow from the experience.
I’m not bitter I’m not hateful nor am I confused anymore I’ve let that go.
It takes two words to heal a situation and that’s…
But sometimes people can’t even bring themselves to say that.
I’ve done a massive amount of life sorting last few months beacuse I’m not letting anything take away my happiness or my love in 2020.
I’m ready now to close the book and move on to the next one with a brand new chapter.
My blog this year was about me healing me growing and sharing my experiences with the rest of the world and I’m so happy for the support and love I have received from you all.
So…
I know I’m strong and I won’t allow anything or anyone that’s not serving me a purpose in life to steal my time anymore.
I’m preparing myself for next stages within matters of the heart and soul I’m ready to give it my all when time is right.
Loosing me will make them realise 👇👇
But on that note I think I will leave it as things are.
I’m off to spend the day with my little daughter having fun packed Christmas experience but that will be another blog.
Have a fantastic day everyone I will be back to regular blogging soon.
Love to you all 😊
Stacie 🐚 💋 💄 ❤️ ❤️
I hope your happy
To everyone who’s let someone go…
To the guy with a thousand smiles to hide the tears behind his eyes
I do truly hope your happy….
Blue October I hope your happy take a listen all….
Link below 👇 👇
Blue October I hope your happy 😊
Love stacie ❤️❤️❤️
I’m here and your there.
Families are like branches on a tree we all grow in different directions but our roots always remain the same.
Evening all I hope you are all OK.
1st of December today finally time to get into Christmas spirit and I most certainly have this weekend with a gin or two.
Bad week last week I managed to burn myself out and by wendsday evening I had a huge migraine complete with black eyes to go with it.
Sometimes with everyday life with added stress or pressure
Things can get a bit to much our bodies telling us look take it easy or you will end up burning yourself out.
So that’s what basically happened this week.
Friday evening my family all travelled up to see me and the girls to exchange gifts and to gave a catch up.
There is only so much you can fit into a few days but we made plans to see each other more often.
2020 for me I feel I will be coming out of my comfort zone my parents haven’t always agreed to my lifestyle changes but they have supported me none the less.
Saying goodbye is always the hardest but it makes me question did I do the right thing but I know deep down I’m where I’m Meant to be I’ve grown so much spiritually the past six months I know I’m on the right path.
They both always say to me do what makes you happy make sure your happy that’s all we want so that’s what I’m going to do.
Next year as all about change and growth I think after heartache that’s all you can do is move forward.
I’ve realised you never change who you are for your family so why should you for a stranger it not happening.
So this weekend we have laughed, made plans, shared my plans for 2020, catched up I also I’ve been told I’m my neices favourite auntie so winning 😍
We made snowmen with googley eyes exchanged presents but saying goodbye isn’t easy.
We have never been a close family or not an interfering family anyway mum and dad gave us wings and we flew on to the next chapter in our lives.
So everytime I say good bye I always hug them a little tighter…
See I’m not an ice queen after all.
Here are a few pictures from this weekend…
Have a great Monday everyone.
Love to you all 😊
Stacie 🐚 💋 💄 ❤️ ❤️
How can Midas put his hands on me again…
100 letters by halsey…
How can Midas put his hands on me again?
He said “one day I’d realize why I don’t have any friends”
I find myself alone at night
Unless I’m havin’ sex
But he can make me golden if I just showed some respect
But I don’t let him touch me anymore
I said “I’m not something to butter up
And taste when you get bored
‘Cause I have spent too many nights on dirty bathroom floors
To find some peace and quiet right behind a wooden door”
I said “I’m not something to butter up
And taste when you get bored
‘Cause I have spent too many nights on dirty bathroom floors
To find some peace and quiet right behind a wooden door”
He said “please don’t go away”
He said “please don’t go away”
I said “it’s too late”
I said “it’s too late”
He said “please don’t go away”
He said “please don’t go away”
I said “it’s too late”
I said “it’s too late”
He said “please don’t go away”
I said “it’s too late”
I said “it’s too late”
He said “please don’t go away”
He said “please don’t go away”
I said “it’s too late”
I said “it’s too late”
And now I can’t stop thinking that I can’t stop thinking
That I almost gave you everything
And now the whole thing’s finished and I can’t stop wishing
That I never gave you anything
That I almost gave you everything
And now the whole thing’s finished and I can’t stop wishing
That I never gave you anything
You wrote 100 letters just for me
And I find them in my closet in the pockets of my jeans
Now I’m constantly reminded of the time I was 19
Every single one’s forgotten in a laundromat machine
And I find them in my closet in the pockets of my jeans
Now I’m constantly reminded of the time I was 19
Every single one’s forgotten in a laundromat machine
But I don’t let him touch me anymore
I said “I’m not something to butter up
And taste when you get bored
‘Cause I have spent too many nights on dirty bathroom floors
To find some peace and quiet right behind a wooden door”
I said “I’m not something to butter up
And taste when you get bored
‘Cause I have spent too many nights on dirty bathroom floors
To find some peace and quiet right behind a wooden door”
He said “please don’t go away”
He said “please don’t go away”
I said “it’s too late”
I said “it’s too late”
He said “please don’t go away”
He said “please don’t go away”
I said “it’s too late”
I said “it’s too late”
He said “please don’t go away”
I said “it’s too late”
I said “it’s too late”
He said “please don’t go away”
He said “please don’t go away”
I said “it’s too late”
I said “it’s too late”
And now I can’t stop thinking that I can’t stop thinking
That I almost gave you everything
And now the whole thing’s finished and I can’t stop wishing
That I never gave you anything
And then I can’t stop thinking that I can’t stop thinking
That I almost gave you everything (I said it’s too late)
And now the whole thing’s finished and I can’t stop wishing
That I never gave you anything
That I almost gave you everything
And now the whole thing’s finished and I can’t stop wishing
That I never gave you anything
And then I can’t stop thinking that I can’t stop thinking
That I almost gave you everything (I said it’s too late)
And now the whole thing’s finished and I can’t stop wishing
That I never gave you anything
He said “please don’t go away”
He said “please don’t go away”
I said “it’s too late”
I said “it’s too late”
He said “please don’t go away”
He said “please don’t go away”
I said “it’s too late”
I said “it’s too late”
He said “please don’t go away”
I said “it’s too late”
I said “it’s too late”
He said “please don’t go away”
He said “please don’t go away”
I said “it’s too late”
I said “it’s too late”
Click link below to listen to 100 letters ❤️❤️🔗🔗
I am what I am…..
My philosophy is it’s none of my business what people say of me and think of me. I am what I am, and I do what I do. I expect nothing and accept everything. And it makes life so much easier.
Cuppa tay! 