Heya all I’ve not done a blog for while so I thought, I would reach out to you all.
So my journey has come full circle.
It’s sad because you think back to when you almost gave it all up.
People tell you, you need to let the past go but when it’s a part of you that made you stronger, you won’t ever quite lay it to rest, but you won’t let it affect you again but it’s a memory of a place where you once was in life, that made you level up.
The universe puts people on your life path for a reason to create lesson’s of life and love and understanding that whatever happens life must go on.
I’m hard person to work out I know that, I can act both emotional and cold at the same time.
I certainly don’t throw words out that don’t have meaning, I know how you can be emotionally crushed by someone just telling you what you want to hear for their own personal gain.
Ive never wanted the fairytale all I’ve wanted is someone to walk beside me through life with loyalty, love and understanding.
I dont want what you can provide for me I provide for myself, bulid and empire and raise an army.
Few weeks ago I was so dam tired of trying hold everything together, it gets heavy and the realisation of the years I’ve lost myself and how my kids saw their mom break more times than any kid should ever see their mom break.
There comes a glimmer of hope that you can find love and trust again in all of the strangest of places….
The difference now is I’m ready, I know what my future plans are I know where I’m heading life can and will go on..
I now know what it’s like to have a man who puts everything into a relationship even when he’s healing inside too.
To the universe I thank you for rewarding me and my girls with such a amazing, strong, smart, funny, loving human being.
I can’t wait to see what the future holds.
To say I almost gave everything up…
Hold on, don’t give up, stay strong I’ve found my match, my ride or die, my forever love.
Love to you all