Evening all sorry for my lack of blogging as of late but lifes just been busy…
I’m currently going through the very last part of my healing process, it’s the stage when the guard is slowly dropping again and you can feel yourself ready to move forward it’s time..
I now understand that the process I have been through had to happen, The universe saw I was tired, unhappy and not living life to its full potential.
It saw me brused, burnt out, lied to Cheated on, used and abused.
When you have a pure soul the universe don’t allow it, if you don’t do something about it yourself, it will.
First comes the anger the pain and then the process of healing and realisation and embarrassment of allowing yourself to put up with it for so long.
I’ve learnt alot about myself throughout the process, I’ve learnt what I want matters, to stop saying yes to people and situations, and not to put up with the bullshit…
How you treat me is how I treat you accordingly.
That’s just the way it is now, I don’t look past anything now I see it for what it really is.
I see the beauty in everything we all live on borrowed time you get one chance and that’s all it is a chance.
You work hard and hussle even harder, life didn’t deal you with a bad hand there isn’t one problem in the world without a solution.
You just need to find the mindset to deal with it properly, playing the victim won’t bring change it just leaves you stuck and unable to move on.
Let it go, I don’t hold anger anymore I’ve learnt to forgive for my own reasons, you can never control how someone else treats you, its a defintion of their character not yours.
But one thing you can’t do is every time someone kicks you down is stay there get up stand on your feet straight yourself up and say no not this time…
Know your worth, and live your life.
Let love in and don’t let the next person pay for someone else’s mistakes this is why the healing period is crucial it’s so important.
And I promise you that next time around you will be ready and you will make it clear what you want.
Don’t play games, fall in love and just be yourself.
Love to you all