Evening all, I know it’s been a while since I’ve connected with you all.
Stop the ferris wheel it’s time for me to get off.
And what I mean is that after the past 9 months my soul has started to finally heal.
I’m on the final push now and I really know I’m going to be OK.
It’s been a whirlwind, emotions have been high and low but I no longer see that situations will never have a solution.
It’s just depends on how much you want to pick yourself up and move on, release the past.
I feel so much lighter and alive and I’m not holding back who I really am.
You see people will project past issues onto new connections, I ain’t about that.
I’m not scared to open my heart again to love but this time I want to get it right.
I never want to be on dating site again aslong as I live there just full of men who want sexual interactions, without the connection.
I can’t stress enough how much a connection with someone is vital for true relationship is with someone.
Yeah sex is amazing but finding that one person who can make you smile even though you don’t want to that’s pretty special.
See I’m the kind of women who’s both goofy and reserved once I let you in you see the most beautiful parts of my soul and trust me Ive not shared that with many connections in my life 33 years of being on earth.
So the last few months my liver has had a bashing and my souls been fighting but I’m still going… The past is the past and now I’m finally free to move on.
If your struggling to see the light somedays it’s OK to sit in the dark but don’t stay there get off your bum get dressed and go out in the world and explore open your eyes… And just when you don’t expect it something wonderful happens.
Love to you all