I know I’ve already posted once today but I wanted to give a little update to where I am at the moment.
Past few weeks I’ve been pretty hard on myself.
I’ve not been completely on my diet plan and I’ve hardly had anytime to exercise.
I’ve actually not been eating my full calorie deficit.
And Im a nightmare for remembering to drink enough water.
I used to do 30 minutes on my exercise bike and some toning exercises but I’ve not been doing it due to just having hardly any energy.
I haven’t even been taking my supplements.
Which really throws my motivation off course.
I try really hard but my body has now gone into weight plateau.
It’s proving very hard to push past this part of my weightloss journey.
It’s all about time with me I’m very inpatient and I’m quite critical of myself.
I keep getting told its not a race but it’s the journey that matters and what I learn about myself along the way.
I’m a lot stronger mentally and more focused on where I’m heading in my future, but I know the future can change in a instant so I’m trying to remain positive.
This week I’m coming completely out of my comfort zone and recording a few videos to run alongside my blog.
I feel I need to do this to advance my career within blogging.
I’m really focused on my own little family and myself.
It’s all about making myself happier and not thinking about others and how they perceive me anymore.
I had started to slip into a black hole In my mind again after a few issues but I felt I just couldn’t put myself through that again and I sure as hell wasn’t going to go down without a fight.
So I pulled up my big girl pants and got on with it..
My confidence is back I know where I’m heading and to have that clarity is amazing after so long of wandering around in the dark.
I would just like to point out I’m not always glamorous, sometimes I look like a sack of spuds but no one’s perfect its whats on the inside that matters.
So from this week I hope you may see a different side to me.
I’m focusing more on my fitness my wellbeing and connecting with people who actually want to get to know me better.
I just have to learn to believe in myself more and not be so hard on myself.
So please keep an eye out on my social media for updates ❤️
Love to you all