I haven’t published any late night blogs for a while.
I’ve been busy with life and a few things have changed for me.As life progresses we expect a lot of change, we have to expect change otherwise there will be no forward movement.
You find that where you are just isn’t enough anymore.
For me it isn’t my location it’s my actual life I’ve not been happy for a while and I’ve realised that if I keep going round on this hamster wheel I may never get off, it’s only certain aspects of my life I find I’m feeling a little stuck and undervalued.
So I’ve had to put plans in motion for change.
You can’t grow if you stay in the shade.
I’ve taken many risks in my younger years and many haven’t worked out but it was a massive learning curve for me.
Being a mum, someone’s daughter, sister and friend sometimes isn’t easy.
And to be honest I know I’ve been hard work at times.
I don’t answer phone calls, messages for days on end just way I am I live in my own little space sometimes it all gets a little to much.
Don’t get me wrong I’m a strange person I like love but also crave my own space, I can’t stand constant communication or talking all the time.
I get easily irritated by forced conversations and will withdraw and zone out if put in a position I don’t feel comfortable in.
I like people but only small group of people they will tend to be long term friendships I will only forge new friendships If I really want to.
I will literally help anyone anyway I can within reason.
But alot of people can’t take to me and my personality.
I used to let that affect the way I saw myself but now I don’t care I just let people think what they want to think.
They say when you stop pleasing others and start pleasing yourself that’s when life really takes flight.
That’s the truth your vibe will attract the right type of people to your life and repel the wrong type of people because that’s when you are truly aligned with yourself.
Now I don’t rely on anyone but myself .
I’m making things happen for myself and I will do whatever it takes to get to my own happiness.
I’m half way through writing my own book.
My blog is doing amazing
I have new opportunities all the time.
But I know down the line I will have to take more leaps of faith to see where it guides me but now I have my own back I will achieve anything.
Love to you all