I hate to have to do blogs like this now because I’m so far away from the person who I was 18 months ago.
But as its my blog and I know people who truly care about me will understand every word that I wrote. Nothing else matters than how you see yourself.
So here it goes….
Hey I’m stacie I’m a 32 year old working mum of two.
I have two girls that I need to show strength and empowerment to.
Yes how ive evolved from who I once was and to the people who don’t understand why I’ve changed I’m going to explain a little.
If your affected by it then tough then maybe you know you have played a part in my story and maybe the truth hits home hard but that’s not my gulit it’s yours.
When all people say is oh well your strong you can deal with it but your actually screaming inside I can’t do this anymore, I’ve had enough yes this was me 18 months ago disappointed by ego, relationships,friendships and your own personal growth.
If I could go back now and slap myself 18 months previous I would.
How I’ve allowed others to use and walk over me.
To lie, abuse my friendship and my love then act like I was the one who put the knife in their back.
Well guess what I’ve just pulled the last knife out of my own back.
Whatever I’ve done in order to create my own innerpeace is my bussiness.
I’ve lost weight for me and I will continue to do what makes me happy…
And if I want to sit there in my bra and pants and post a selfie I will because this women is proud of who’s shes becoming.
After years of looking in the mirror and hating myself I finally have self love.
If you don’t like to see someone else progress then that’s your own issue.
I won’t settle for anything less than what I deserve.
So yes you can say who does she think she is.
But you don’t know the truth behind my change and why I needed to change myself.
I’m still here there’s still parts of stacie but I’ve upgraded and outgrown people who didn’t bring peace to my life my old ways of thinking have gone.
I’m still compassionate I still have a heart but the walls are a little higher..
No time for drama, fake friends or judgement.
I’m here to make something of myself.
So keep your judgement to yourself because it’s not welcome here.
We don’t cut people out for the fun of it we cut people out because we have finally opened our eyes.
I’m no angel I know that but one thing is I’ve learnt from my mistakes I don’t try and pass them off to someone else and hide.
But understand that sometimes people need to wipe slate clean and walk away from anything that damages the soul.
Sometimes that includes cutting ties and moving on.
Thanks for reading 💓💗