Hey hey hey….
Evening all from a very quiet peaceful Merseyside abode.
Things have been very hetic for me since new year ive not really had time to just breathe and to embrace the change.
Emotions have been running high.
I have to say i feel completely different now from last year.
I shared a lot of my sad times and things that have haunted me for years in 2019.
But i vowed that 2020 would be a year i actually started to make actual changes in my life and stick to them.
Sure life was bumpy and chaotic the last few years but it didnt mean i didn’t have fun in the meantime.
For smoother sailing you have to calm the water.
Always remember that saying beacuse life isn’t a rehearsal.
This is it…
This is who we are and what we become.
Change is inevitable it’s there to help us grow once the process starts it’s very hard to stop or even fix ourselves before the event unfolds.
You have to respect yourself however painful or hard it gets.
I thank every situation and every person who’s put pressure on my soul the last few years you have made my armour stronger and my mind clearer and my heart more forgiving.
One of my main issues was not loving myself and giving myself the opportunity to become who i really am.
Ive dropped 21pounds of fat from comfort eating and not looking after myself biggest kick up the butt i needed it and im still loosing weight daily.
Its not been easy but nothing ever worth doing is.
My blog is going from strength to strength over 1,250 people have visited in just over eight weeks.
A little self appreciation and a big pat on the back for me.
When i look back to how i was a few years ago start of 2018 after a complete life changing experience.
I felt completely lost and during this time i wasn’t even sure what direction i was going in and it was scary.
I felt i didn’t give the people around me at the time the best version of myself infact it wasn’t me at all but everything happens for a reason.
They saw me at my worst but never at my best i know i was unloving and cold and frightened.
What im trying to say is that everyone falls in life and sometimes it takes a while to stand on our feet again.
And i promise you all there is light at the end of the tunnel.
Sometimes you just need to get out of your own way!!!!
Stop being so stubborn accept things for what they are.
Be kind to yourself.
And keep living your life.
Song of the day…….
Believe by mumford and sons link below 👇 👇 👇 👇
Love to you all 😊
Stacie 🐚 💋 💄 ❤️ ❤️