Hiya everyone sorry I’ve not blogged for a while.
I’m now on annual leave from work and trying to spend time with my girls.
I Really just wanted to take time out from normal day to day routine.
I’ve been trying to figure out what’s next for me in life which way my path may take me after an upsetting week with my eldest regarding parental issues emotions have been running high in my household.
I’m very spiritually aware firstly I have to say this because you maybe wondering how I can feel what I feel but I just feel the vibe or the energy isn’t quite right with people at the moment towards me if feels very off.
This is why I’ve decided to take some time away from people it’s not easy but sometimes I know I’m not the easiest of people but ide never hurt someone intentionally Ive always tried and speak from the truest part of myself my heart.
I can’t quite discribe it making sure everyone else is OK has got to the point that I’ve forgotten about me and how I feel I think everyone needs a breather every now and again and If I have to push people away I will do so.
Thing is if you don’t respond straight away or make the first move all the time people can get arsey I really haven’t got time for that.
At the moment I have to be selfish for my own sake I have to put myself first.
Thing is with my life people have always got to have a say what I do what I invest my time in what I wear what I look like how much weight I’ve lost or haven’t but in all honesty I couldn’t care less only person who needs imput in my life is me.
I’m getting pretty annoyed at being questioned all the time so I’ve decided I’m going to take time away from everything yes I will still be a good mum a good daughter sister and freind but please understand not everything I do needs to be cleared first so…
Next week or so I will be spending quality time with my girls something I don’t do very much due to other lifestyle commitments like work and daily life.
So don’t panic when I don’t reply straight away I always will when I can.
Peace out and much love