I hope all my American readers and followers had a fabulous 4th of July.
Had a little celebration of my own on that day too it was my daughters 6th birthday that day and by god is she independent.
Well I haven’t blogged beacuse I’ve been trying to de stress and focus on myself for a while it’s kind of helped but I’ve also had busy times with end of school year events etc.
My health is pretty much still the same living a gluten free lifestyle is not a walk in the park me saying to myself you can’t have that but saying oh sod it have it and suffer later has been mostly the outcome.
To be completely gluten free you either one need to win the lottery or two rob a bank it’s really not acceptable to charge someone £3 for a packet of gluten free crackers then £0.90 for normal ones I thought if you taken an extra ingredient out it would be less but no that’s just stacie brain over thinking again.
Anyway enough about crackers… 😂
During this, quite reflective time I’ve have been thinking a lot about how I always lived in the past and how I always thought I could make things right truth is you can’t turn back time as cher once said…
But you can learn a great deal from a situation and to be sure you don’t go down the same path again.
My anxiety peaked around midweek got a bit paranoid that people hated me not sure why this was but I’m pretty sure it’s because I had been thinking about the past.
Don’t get me wrong I’ve always tried to be honest and open with people one thing with me is you will never get bullshit from me it will always be 💯 the truth even if its not what you want to hear.
I’m a virgo your gonna get it either way weither you like it or not
I’ve been trying to understand why people are the way they are with me but I don’t think I will ever be able to understand.
Suppose it’s just human behaviour.
Well I have to say I experienced my first out door movie experience it was fabulous to be honest when you have had a bit of a strange week at work and at home unwinding and switching off is important.
That’s when it hits me I’m really lucky to be where I am and have my girls.
I’ve made a promise to myself that if the situation feels right to go for it and to not anyone or anyone get in my way.
Timing isn’t always perfect and it’s not always on our side.
So after being a strange and busy week my weekend hasn’t been that bad…
I’m also super happy that 👇👇👇👇 stranger things is back on and it’s series 3 baby.
If I’ve reached out to you lately know I always hold special peice of you in my heart if you haven’t responded and you read my blog know I will always thank you for the part you played in my life.
Love to you all