Cant believe its only Tuesday all these Bank Holidays off has got me all spoilt and that.
You know when you can feel like it’s going to be the longest week of your life well yep well this is my week commencing.
It’s more like a constant loop for me every week is the same go to work sort kids oh and sleep I love to sleep.
When my weeks are like this it gives me lots of time to think.
Me I hate thinking its the worst and for anyone who knows me knows I can be a complete nightmare when I’m like this.
You see I’m an overthinker I’m always thinking of what could happen instead of just letting things happen naturally.
It’s almost like I’m trying to control my own fate which is impossible.
I could really just do with someone taking all the thoughts and feelings out of my head storing them in a locked box and throwing the keys away that would be amazing.
ide love to start fresh maybe meet people for the first time again how I would change situations and how I approach people in a better way so they could see the real me.
The trouble with me is that I try to hard to be the perfect person that people want me to be instead of being the person I am.
But I have no magic time machine nor can I fix what’s broken from my past I will just have to live with my mistakes and learn from them.
I’ve never been good with my emotions I can’t quite get out what need to say in person.
But when I write and blog I feel it’s a sense of healing for me.
It’s a perfect way to share my feelings and thoughts.
I know I’m not the only one in the world who’s feeling a little heart broken but I really would like to share this with my readers.
Your doing the best you can in life your alive your breathing your living find it in your heart to forgive people who treat you badly and know that everyone is fighting battles we know nothing about be kind share love.
I pray for a quick week and slow weekend I hope you do too ❤️
Peace out ✌️✌️💋